Fred is still hospitalized, we always look for answers to our questions and for me this is being the most difficult. Why does an innocent being have to go through this suffering?
Yesterday I was talking to a friend, and he told me just that:
"God has left the building a long time ago" and then "There is no God ... Rose ... only, at best, gods ... and even these are how adults are for children"
This person for me is beautiful, and as I talked to him, you are one of the most beautiful souls I have met and You may even think You are not, but your light will never cease to shine, even if to you ... dazzled. And that's exactly how I see Him.
I thought so much of what he told me, sure enough it was a great pain that led him to believe in those lines written by him, and my Father knows that. In a way these words moved me ... and I feel my faith shaken once more ...
This morning a great emptiness took over me, and the question was another, how am I going to continue now? And the voice decides to break the silence ... Open the bible! And that's what I did:
2 Listen, O heavens, pay attention, O earth, for the Lord God has spoken!
He said, "I raised children and cared for them, but they rebelled against me.
3 The ox knows its owner, and the donkey knows where the owner puts the food for him, but my people know nothing, the people of Israel do not understand anything. "
No ... We do not understand ...
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