Frees My Soul!

I do not know what I did to hurt you so much,
I think the fact that I entered in your life has been a big mistake
I can not explain how I feel
But I can explain the pain
I'm already getting used to It
And again it's like my soul was being torn
Sleepless, thinking about how It would have been
If I had not done what I did even without knowing what I did
It's so confused...
Sleep also would no longer help
I could dream again
And to wake up and see It was a dream
This would also be transformed into pain
My God, what's happening?
You know my heart
More than myself
And I ask you my Father, forgive me if I messed up
But, It frees my soul!

Rosa Soares