If you break her heart you will lose her forever!

If you break her heart you will lose her forever!

There are so many thoughts that go through my head that I do not even know where to start. I could write this text first by expressing the love I feel for you, how important you are to me. But life goes round, and when I broke your heart I lost everything.
I just want to cry today. It was a pain of death, an unparalleled pain. "To leave when love still exists is the most difficult form of death I know."
I always wanted to make you happy, I always wanted to help you in your dreams and to be everything you always deserved, but I was wrong. I've been committing sins hurting the rose of my life, of my heart. Like I told you, if I could go back, I'd change everything except for two days, March 24th and April 29th, 2015. Those were the happiest days of my life. I could have read the future.
It took me a long time to realize that you were wrong, that I was not what you always deserved, but rather the disappointment of your life. Today I die for every word I say. I do not sleep, I just cry. Tears deserved from the man I've never been.
Saying "Goodbye" was the hardest thing I ever did. That's why I said "I love you", because the body goes but the feeling will forever remain. You will always be my little princess, the woman I wanted to care for, to love and to pamper. Make it happy like never before. But I could not.
I can not stop thinking about you, your smile, your face when you looked me in the eye, remember that at first you can not do it ?! Your eyes.
I could not lose you, today I do not know about myself. With our love Miguel died. I hope you are everything in life, that you fulfill your dreams, that you are a lovely mother and that you have a bright future. What I could do to be in this future hand in hand to you. I love you! I always knew how to love you, but I never knew how to be the man you deserved. I gave you my best and lost everything. Goodbye, I go with the birds. I hold in me all the love I have for you. Thanks for everything. I will love you all my life.
Life is a sea of ​​emotions. I died.


Miguel Quintino