Without many expectations, new year ... just living the today, amid a whirlwind of thoughts and questions.
I'm a bit repetitive but I think it's the question of wanting to continue believing, regardless of anything, awareness of what is fleeting ... life.
This week I felt guilty, I walk around in the automatic, still wandering in what makes me fall and I felt distant from God, empty ... Keeping the focus on what makes me good, trying to be useful and not lose peace, but some pain do not depend on us, they never depend ... In the emptiness of my existence, in my insatiable thirst for relief for my thoughts ... I seek God, in the most trustworthy way I know, open my bible with my eyes closed and heart holding on hoping to find some comfort.
20 Watch for the opportune time, and beware of evil, and do not be ashamed to be yourself.
21 For there is a shame that leads to sin, and there is a shame that is glory and favor.
22 Do not show partiality, to your own harm, or deference, to your downfall.
23 Do not refrain from speaking at the proper moment, and do not hide your wisdom.
24 For wisdom becomes known through speech, and education through the words of the tongue.
25 Never speak against the truth, but be ashamed of your ignorance.
26 Do not be ashamed to confess your sins, and do not try to stop the current of a river.
27 Do not subject yourself to a fool, or show partiality to a ruler.
28 Fight to the death for truth, and the Lord God will fight for you.
29 Do not be reckless in your speech, or sluggish and remiss in your deeds.
30 Do not be like a lion in your home, or suspicious of your servants.
31 Do not let your hand be stretched out to receive and closed when it is time to give.
Many do not understand how I feel God .... How important is this? None!
It is curious how each line above can be interpreted, of one thing I am sure, the world will never give us what we really need, because every connection is personal and unique, we are complete and what we need already exists within each of us, my Dad thus created us.
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