Start the day and the war with my computer, already in the office trying to catch up and it takes on a life of its own, I almost threw my computer out of the window last week... But I'll make it understand that who's in charge here is me ...
My blog continues to help many people not give up, and my goal is this, to finish a story that was not started by me and to show that we are not alone. Since I am just like everyone else, I have no gift, nothing special, I feel on the skin and I often have to read what I write over and over again, this happens when the pain becomes unbearable, leading us almost to panic.
This page will be long ...
I always talk to God that I do not want to return, if reincarnation exists, I love computer science and I can work up there, maybe I count souls, but He does not bring me back here. Want to know ... do not do that, the feeling I have is that what I could pay in light installments, are being charged all at once ... (laughs) Joking, I have no idea how this works.
I kept the faith, spent these days meditating, trying to calm my soul, talking to God, and my help arrives. I told my nephew Matheus everything that was happening, he gave me the contact of a person, I called and after a long conversation, I sent all the exams and recipes for him to analyze, I added him in whatsapp and desperately sent a message asking, Would You take care of him for me? it took a while and suddenly the answer comes, yes, I take care ... I can not type anymore ... Matheus seeing my situation says: "I'm going to Salvador now to get him", and that way happened last night Fred had already been fed because he had a deep anemia, his tongue was white, I knew that if I did not do something, he would die in front of me. With him at home, I would come and go, but I could not stay close to him for a long time, my computer I did not want to connect anymore, Fred could stop breathing in front of me.
Changing the subject, this week I was surprised with a comment on the page of the Guerreiras on Facebook, just below a video I made with the robber, Marcelo Arantes Ramos, see it:
Miro da Silveira Unfortunately, he is my brother.
The Warriors How?
Miro da Silveira What is he doing so serious? I only discovered through some comments and videos
Miro da Silveira Can you explain?
The Warriors He's been beaten by women ... He says he's a journalist, he's persecuted, he's got cancer, he's starving ... anyway, many of those victims contacted me, and the worst he does not stop, , open process, bailiff does not find it. The São Paulo victim has also filed a lawsuit against him ... forgive me, he's a stalking psychopath. Forgive me.
Miro da Silveira Quiet, I did not know He would go that far, but He was always 171, none of the brothers talk to him about various family disappointments
Miro da Silveira But he has always been very intelligent, articulate and influential, but he has not been able to direct to good things, I am with our mother hospitalized and in total abandonment by him and my other brother, but if he was wrong he should be punished
Miro da Silveira I do not know why but my name is going wrong for you
Miro da Silveira If we do not learn in love we learn in pain, Hugs
The Warriors Thank you angel! May God bless you and kiss your mother ... may Jesus carry you both in His lap ... You are not alone ... Kisses
Miro da Silveira Yeah
Miro da Silveira Can you send me the video again?
Miro da Silveira Unfortunately it's my brother
The Warriors yes, I have some problems but as soon as I can I will post them all again, ah we need to do a paternity exam, one of the victims has a daughter of him, we know he will not give anything, but we want him in jail and this will be the way, how can you help us?
The Warriors today are more than 45 women who have already looked for me, even outside Brazil, I need to stop this monster ... it's a matter of justice ... between me and God!
I only have to wait now ...
Many other feelings ... but these do not want to comment here, I think I should not. I only know that I must take the reins of my life, I feel lost, confused and very afraid.
Now that the hurricane is passing, I need to see how to handle it all and put things in their proper place.
I open the bible ... I read:
Song of Songs 3
Beautiful Dreams
She Speaks:
1 While in bed at night, I reached for the one I love with heart and soul.
I looked for him, but he wasn't there.
2 So I searched through the town for the one I love.
I looked on every street, but he wasn't there.
3 I even asked the guards patrolling the town, “Have you seen the one I love so much?”
4 Right after that, I found him.
I held him and would not let go until I had taken him to the home of my mother.
5 Young women of Jerusalem, promise me by the power of deer and gazelles, never to awaken love before it is ready.
Of course, that did not help me ...
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