No one can take away my faith from me.
I've been bombarded from all sides, people asking me to stop ... Oh God, why do not they see? Why can not they understand? I will not stop!
Yesterday I would talk to my sister, I know how much she wants my good, but I can not listen to her advice and ask for forgiveness, I also asked her to talk to God and let Him talk to her, she has love and that already Is 90% of what She needs to hear Him.
Our conversation lasted long ... And I finished saying:
Renata my sister, I thirst for God understand?
No wonder some time ago I could only sleep for one hour at night, no matter what time I was going to bed, one hour later I was there, pacing back and forth waiting for the day to clear.
I can sleep five hours today, but I'm trying to improve it by going to bed too soon ... but I do not stop asking my Father to talk to me ... and I open the bible!
And there it was:
Longing for God
1 As a deer gets thirsty for streams of water, I truly am thirsty for you, my God.
2 In my heart, I am thirsty for you, the living God.
When will I see your face?
3 Day and night my tears are my only food, as everyone keeps asking,
“Where is your God?”
4 Sorrow floods my heart, when I remember leading the worshipers to your house.
I can still hear them shout their joyful praises.
5 Why am I discouraged? Why am I restless? I should trust you, Lord.
I will praise you again because you help me, 6 and you are my God.
I am deeply discouraged, and so I think about you here where the Jordan begins at Mount Hermon and at Mount Mizar.
7 Your vicious waves have swept over me like an angry ocean or a roaring waterfall.
8 Every day, you are kind, and at night you give me a song as my prayer to you, the God of my life.
9 You are my mighty rock. Why have you forgotten me? Why must enemies mistreat me and make me sad?
10 Even my bones are in pain, while all day long my enemies sneer and ask, “Where is your God?”
11 Why am I discouraged? Why am I restless? I trust you, Lord! And I will praise you again because you help me, and you are my God.
I finished reading it and called her ....